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i guess i feel more than a little upset.
getting red-eyed is no longer something to be alarmed at.
i get that everyday, anyway.
and i'm bloody disappointed.
to find that everything you felt had been nothing but a facade.
to all the hypocrites: go to hell.
go to the deepest, furthest end of hell so i won't see you if i get there.
someone once told me i have a love me or hate me kinda face and personality.
i guess everyone decided to choose the latter.